A Fist Full oF Anger

I'll be standing at the head of your grave!
With a smile on my heart.
Waiting to kick your cheap box
deeper
deeper
deeper
and
deeper
into the dirty soil so that you'll have no way to escape your lil piece of hell!

I will shed no tear
and
like a stranger at a funeral I'll be dresses in the latest designer clothes and I wont wear or feel any sort of pain because my anger won't let me feel for a stranger!

Mark my words
I WILL BE THERE
I'll be there watching you
helpless
frozen
cold
Full of sin
with no movement
still
bitter
and
lifeless.


I won't hope that you are
R.esting
I.n
P.eace
but instead I hope you'll be burning in hell
The same way that you let me burn on earth!
The same way you watched me suffer!

I hope the devil hates you as much as I hate you.
I hope he forces you to drink your own blood when you're thirsty
I hope he makes you eat your own flesh
day in
and
day out!
Over
and
over again!

Hope he let's you burn more than all the other sinners in hell!
I hope he has a special room for you and your family members!
I hope you survive to see them walk in
one
by
one through the gates of hell and suddenly realize that
there's
on
turning
back!

On your death bed, I want your eyes to bleed!
I want your flesh to fall off as you bath!
I want to grind the bones of your right arm and I want you to get high from smoking your own bones!
I want you to scream in pain so much pain that you surrender to death!!
I want you to crawl to the bathroom on your bleeding knees and as you crawl
I want you to shout all 3 of my names
Rethabile
Nonhlanhla
Machokwe
hoping that somehow I'll pop up and save you!
I hope you die a
s...
l...
o...
w...
and painful death!
A death that your grandchildren will have nightmares about!
I hope they hang themselves in their sleep hoping to escape reality but only diving into a bitter boiling hell!
A pit you dug up for them whilst you were still alive!

you loved seeing me suffer.
You wanted me dead.
You wanted me to sell myself in order to survive.
Denied me
said
I
wasn't
your
own!!!


Well I hope the devil has a checklist with your name on it!
Your mothers name, your sisters, your brothers, nephews,nieces, cousins name's, your grandchildren's names and the names of all those that are to carry your surname! And

I hope he is standing at the gates of Hell waiting to check you in!